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For Yourself: A Stolen Family Inheritance

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Deborah Marchant’
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I’m told I won’t inherit anything.

I’m told I am a narcissist.

I’m told no one loves me,

and you my blood sister

also told me,

you don’t even like me. “Get over it”, you said.
Your nonconscious death anxiety is what I heard.

I inherited from somewhere, freedom from materialism.
I am unforgiven for this.
I was given the unwelcomed role as our family scapegoat.
You rubbed rub this in.

No one loves me? You don’t even like me?
See my ✋ hand? Stop projecting.
It’s you openly speaking about you, not me.

I won’t inherit a thing, because you decided I won’t.
You already made a long ago self-made promise to take everything

all for yourself.

To punish me for being a Freed Spirit?

Because you could not be a Free Spirit for yourself.

Our OCD narcissist dad. Our narcissist mom – you are like them.
Highly death anxious and deny that you are.
Like them will die denying you are dying when you are dying.
Leaving behind, as a remembered hoarder.
Leaving behind a Storage Room Home Life.
Boxes Books Closets Full of Envy, Revenge, Spiteful Jealousy.

Your nonconscious death anxiety destroying,
years ago, long long 60 years ago.
I had no chance, all those and these years.
I was and am a Free Spirit family sitting duck.

You took aim and blamed blame me for any and everything.
Your nonconscious death anxiety destroyed

any chance we had, if we ever had,

for Sisterly Love.
©️December 2024 Much Love, Deb Poems

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6 responses to “For Yourself: A Stolen Family Inheritance”

  1. Deborah Marchant’ Avatar
    Deborah Marchant’

    https://medium.com/@michaelmcgruther/the-gollum-culture-85b8ff01073f

    👉🏼https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/11830636-blood-money

    👉🏼https://www.thinkadvisor.com/2012/06/26/blood-money-why-families-fight-over-inheritance/

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  2. Caleb Cheruiyot Avatar
    Caleb Cheruiyot

    Very deep, very honest, very emotional!

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      Deborah Marchant’

      Thank you Caleb.

      Much Love, Deb

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        Caleb Cheruiyot

        Welcome Deb

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    David LaMattina

    You know what makes this poem real is because I’m a veteran and my mother my biological mother stole my entire inheritance while I was serving for my country in Afghanistan I have an attorney now who’s fighting for me to get everything back my mother was also charged for my father’s death in California reduced from a felony to an infraction charge she never went to jail or prison for killing my father heard by a judge that was not supposed to be residing over cases at the point in time because of his misconduct he was shortly removed from the bench. And what a sad is my father had an attorney who became a judge and all of his case files went to my mother’s attorney. My mother and the judge are former Law firm partners as a matter of fact and on top of everything else I was concerned for a total of 14 months for my mother to take my entire inheritance upwards of $7 million dollars investigator wanted to go to trial but the judge would dismiss it before it ever could. And what a sad is in my veterans medical file it says that my mother is my main PTSD trigger. And I was unable to be represented by any attorney or attend any single court hearing and they never had a doctor’s assessment letter to state that I needed to be conserved. What a sad is my mother doesn’t speak to me anymore at all because she knows she’s guilty of stealing everything so hopefully my attorney can get to the bottom of Everything my mother to go to prison pray for me thank you.

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    1. Deborah Marchant’ Avatar
      Deborah Marchant’

      Thank you for being here.
      You are worth it David.
      Here is a gift for you. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-n-LULDiJxk
      Much love, Deb

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