Completely spread out

completely scattered

across

my

floor

I definitely threw the puzzle problem

down

there

Definitively stomped on its pieces

kicking some

getting rid of them

I am not some heroic champion at putting pieces together

but

at least I can for sure

focus on ruining them

The dopamine fix in putting puzzles successfully together is out of my

reach

I’d rather immediately press down hard with my finger on the easy to reach big button called “Trigger”

to quickly rectify

the disappearance of any socially evolved problems

– I have no clue as to how to fix democracy and

feed and care for everybody

Are you kidding me!

God! I can barely feed and care for myself !
Don’t even try to get ME involved !

I already feel like a big loser

If you even hint at or I get a whiff of

you getting me to pick up America’s problems and helping you in putting them together solving them

I will defensively rudely call you yelling loudly directly names

into your online screen face

“EVIL COMMUNIST TRUMP DERANGED LIBERAL !!”

I will try and make you go away and leave me alone in

my awesomely heroic misery

An angry righteous martyr

who is at least successful

in not having any solutions

and in definitely making things successfully worse


©️ September 2025 Much Love, Deb Poems

This poem was inspired by Pew Research

https://www.pewresearch.org/short-reads/2024/02/28/who-likes-authoritarianism-and-how-do-they-want-to-change-their-government/