(A heads-up. This is going to be intense. This is an example of how humans unfortunately and nonconsciously react to thoughts of their human insignificance.)

You’re such a nice and stupid broken boy.
A nice broken silly girl. And I am

The Only One to fix you. Apologize to

me? Do so and I won. Because I Am

Right. And you are so wrong. You are

a stupid dummy. So next time don’t

piss me off. You’ll make me do it

again. I Know. So you better watch

out. I am the Master PuppetMaster.
And I get my kicks out of playing you

all. I am the Total Jailer. The Dark

Hooded Executor. My job is to Control

and Destroy you. So you better watch

out. I breathe kerosene, cook with grenades,

and sleep with spiked chains

because I am smarter than you. I am

the Alpha. The Omega. The Absolute

Dominator. And you? You are just a

peon. I wear you out with The Facts

and My Superior Brain and Outlook

because I can. But spraying Raid

works far greater. It’s slow,

but I go for the jugular. I love the

blood. I am the Villain, Victim and

Rescuer. I sit atop The Pyramid, you

slaves. No room here for fresh

thinkers, and high energy and art and

team players. I am the One-Rule Man.
I Am The Only Creator. You are

idiots! No balancing the heart and

the head in MY World. I’d rather see

you all dead, you scum, you whores. I

have no patience for intuition with

my narrow thinking. You deserve to be

demeaned by My Know-It-All. You

make me enraged with your slow stupid

brains and it’s because of you I take

offense to being contradicted. I

resent the Hell out of you. Die you

fools! Competitive, impatient, out-of-

control anger are My Right and My Attitude.
So I’ve decided you’re flawed and that

I’m always right about you. So tie on

the strings and let me blame and play you.
I am the PhD, General, The Dictator, The

Admiral. I am the one in Command over you.
So don’t even THINK about

escaping. You are MINE to complain

to. And don’t even DARE admit that

it’s True that I am soaking in Fears

through and through. And you don’t

DARE interrupt Me! I ALWAYS Have,

And I AM, The Last All Mighty Word Over You!

©️2008 Much Love, Deb Poems

http://www.muchlovedebpoems.com

(This poem was sadly inspired by someone I knew and loved, and who had undergone years of chemotherapy, and had undiagnosed Type 2 Diabetes. Their nonconscious death anxiety unfortunately was kicked into high gear. Their brain biologically reacted destructively to its natural fear of its death.)